Poetry Collection by Matt Gibson
Apocalypse

selfish eyes see a dim reflection
consumption reigns with deep infection
empathy dies through cruel rejection
weeds of neglect choke the flower of happiness
clean sheets stand a silent witness
a bitter crop of resentment blooms
nothing stops the coming doom
*
birds peck at rotted fruit
knowing the sweet roots of freedom
clearly seen the season comes
the glory of the turning leaf
the mystery of forgiveness
speaks softly on tattered  lips
life is far from meaningless
blood's compassion drips
*
dark demons are vile and nimble
must  believe and yet tremble
white demons thought locked away tight
lurking close with consequences dire
bright sunrise at midnight
thermonuclear fire

Matt (c) 5/24/99

Nineteen Sixty Nine

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The red sun is sinking slowly down
And  casts the tarmac in ruddy glow
The call comes in with urgent sound
Trouble's come we surely know

The old bird sits with drooping rotors
The oil and leather, cloth and metal
Greet me with a hard, familiar odor
Helmets clutched, we give a sigh
And climb in quickly, Billy, Jim and I
*
Strapping in we're on our way
Staccato clatter fills the bay
Climbing swiftly up a ways
I level off and head on out
On to trouble without a doubt.

Memories come in vivid rush
I feel her soft and gentle touch
Our last embrace in quiet hush
I miss her now so very much
Thinking how my time is short
When tomorrow comes, I'm shipping out
*
The sun is headed on further down
The jungle races just below
When to the left and seeming slow
Arcs of crimson tracers flow
Faster now and coming round
My hands are lead and will not move
*
The cutting, pinging sound we hear
Passing through us all around
The bright one hits below the eye
Tearing out behind an ear
Quickly now I start to die
*
Helmet shattered and full of blood
My hands are still and useless now
We spin around and start coming down
My eyes are blind but I can hear
Bill and Jimmy's thoughts and fears
They know their death has come this day
And see the sunset in a different way
****
The sun is headed on further down
Autumn wind blows leaves around
She hurries now along the path
Past stone and grass and benches dark
*
With shorted breath she sees the wall
The name is towards the end she knows
Heavy hearted and  feeling small
Seeking now her wounds to sew
*
The rose she lays upon the ground
With weathered hands and furrowed brow
As tears she sheds without a sound
Her gray hair long and pretty even now
*
Turning  quickly and walking fast
She feels a weight is gone at last
Knowing that life is here to stay
And sees the sunset in a different way
****
The sun is headed on further down
The Jungles green with quiet sounds
Children play not far away
We hear them here most every day
*
Piles of  white and twisted bones
With tortured sprits senses honed
Here we sit right were we fell
Vines and leaves make nature's hell
Rusted metal and rotted leather
Form a quiet peaceful tomb
*
Voices new are coming closer
People moving through the jungle
The feel of hands is very strange
Moving gently, things have changed
*
My eyes are gone but I can hear
Bill and Jimmy's thoughts and tears
We know we're going home this day
And feel the sunset in a different way
***
Matt  (c) 7/3/99

Gettysburg
*
warm wind slowly blows
caressing the wide field of grass
going slowly from the woods
towards the far ridge I walk
my nose drinks the smell of grass
of clean air and bright blue sky
*
the voices of the dead call softly
from the dusty ground at my feet
sinking down on both my knees
putting  hands gently to the earth
as if to touch an painful wound.
*
startled now my hands are red
all the ground is suddenly red 
the sharp pain of dead souls
beckon me with their song
*
thousands are lurking  here 
the sound of cannon still in their ears 
The screams of death and dying
the smell of fear and urine and gunpowder
the grass sucking  their Blood in gallons 
lush and dark green with its power
*
their tears flow in currents  strong
boys and men  slaughtered in grim defiance
their lives rich with violent decisions
and compassion when needs came

the mystery of  chasms wide 
between what is and what needs to be
ended here with brothers dead
stacked in piles high three deep 
*
they ask me Why?
their sacrifice to settle a grim debt
to close the bitter sharp dispute 
for  freedom and brothers sake
that a seal by blood more tightly bound
than ever by words and treaty
has been forgotten
*
we hate still our brother
we shrink from compassion
the innocents now slaughtered
afraid to shed Blood
afraid to have ours shed
*
in selfish moral houses
we hide and speak peace
but the demon of hell knocks
and will not be denied his blood
*
they ask me Why?
are cowards we?
our own interest worship
allowing the bonds of freedom
to fray and be torn
neglecting our own house
paid for by their Blood
in rich crimson hues and bitter pain
*
they ask me Why?
the shame of my tears
my only reply

Matt (c)  5/29/99 revised 6/29/99

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